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Tree House Ryan

Ryan Lorenc-Haluska — Tue, 24 Apr 2018 18:57:01 +0000

Oh– What a Wonderful Old Tree House, Ryan!

May I Climb Up Into it, Dad?
Yes, Ryan. Mr. D. said that we Could Enjoy this Tree House While we are Visiting him.
He Built it 23 Years Ago for his Daughters who are now at College.
It was Extraordinarily Well-Built to Last so Very Long!

I Want to Climb Up, Dad.

You’ll Have to Jump to Reach that First Rung of the Ladder, Ryan!
You Can Do It, Lad!

I’m Doing It , Dad!!! You were Right!
I CAN Do It!

Just a Little Bit More…

I’m There…

…Except….!!

What’s THAT, Dad?!

THAT is a Trap Door, Ryan!
Wait for me and I’ll Open it Up for you…

I’ll Never Get Up There by Myself, Dad!

Well– Just Ask and I Will Help you, Ryan.
There you Are, Buddy!

We Made it Up Into the Tree House, Dad!
Yes, we Did, Ryan.

That Trap Door was Difficult
and I Really Appreciate your Help, Daddy.
I’m Pleased to have Helped you, Ryan.

It’s Very Nice Here, Dad.

Kind’a High Up Though!!

Really High Up, in Fact!

Oh Boy!
I Know What you Can Do!! Why Don’t you Try ‘Rapelling’, Ryan?!
What’s ‘Rapelling’, Daddy?
Here– I’ll Show you––

Daddy Will Just Tie This Rope Around you in a Special Way…
…and you Leap Off Toward the Ground…
…and Daddy Will Control the Speed of your Descent…

Ahhh––

You’re KIDDING–– Aren’t you, Daddy??!!
No– for REAL–– Try it!! I’ve Done it Before– It’s FUN!!

You’re SERIOUS???? Aren’t you, Dad??!!
I Wouldn’t Allow you to Come to Harm, Ryan. –You Know That…
Well–– That’s TRUE, Dad.

So– I ‘Just Climb Over This Railing’…
…then I Just Allow myself to Fall Downward…
…and I Can Count on you… (my Beloved Father)
to Make me Go Down Slowly So I Don’t Get Hurt…
–– Right?!––
Yup!

OK
Since you Put it That Way…!
(gulp!)

!!!!! –––– AAAAAAHH –––– !!!!
!!! …EEEEEKK… !!!
I’M DOING IT, DAD!

There, Ryan!!
I’ve Even Pulled you Back Up!!!
You Alright, Ryan??!!

Hey, Dad…!!
Yes, Ryan…
––Let’s Do it AGAIN!!!––

That Was Fun, Dad!

It Was Thrilling, Actually!!!

I’m Glad you ‘Trusted’ me, Ryan.
…And your ‘Trust’ Allowed you to Have a Good Time…

Let’s Make a Shadow ‘Heart’ for Mommy, Ryan…
That’s Pretty, Daddy…!

I’ve Really Enjoyed Playing in this Old Tree

Come On–
Let’s Go Down Now, Ryan…
…I’ve Got Something Nice For you…

How About if I Push you On This Swing for Awhile, Buddy??
–OH! That Would Be NICE, Dad…

That Was Fun, Dad.
Thanks!

I Love This Old Tree…

…and Mr. D’s Really Cool Tree House, too…

It is So Nice Enjoying the Sunset
After Our Tree House Adventure…
––Ah… One More Thing, Ryan……….!!!

Did I Mention That There is a ‘Zip Line’????!!!!
!!!!! –––– AAAAAAHH –––– !!!!
!!! …EEEEEKK… !!!

Ryan Under the Microscope

Ryan Lorenc-Haluska — Tue, 24 Apr 2018 16:18:51 +0000

Good Morning, Ryan!
I’ve Got a Surprise for you Today!

What Kind of Surprise, Daddy?
It is an Adventure, Ryan.

Well– then I will Put On my Explorer’s Outfit.
These are my Favorite Clothes to Wear for an Adventure!

Oh– Dad! It’s a Book about BUGS! And it has a 3-D Cover!!
Bugs are One of my Very Favorite Subjects to Explore!

Did you Know that Bugs have been around for over 4oo Million Years?
Even before Dinosaurs, there were Bugs.
This is Interesting–.
Bugs Arouse my Curiosity because there are So Many Types of Them.

Well– Do you Remember when we Went on on Vacation Out West this Summer, Ryan?

We went to the Small Town of Florissant, Colorado, where there is a Unique Quarry in the Hillside.
The Stone in that Quarry is Fine-Grained Shale that is Very Special.

Yes, Dad. I Remember that we Visited a Quarry in Florissant, Colorado.

And I Remember the Quarry in the Hillside, Dad.

I Remember that they Had Trucks to Play with…

Do you Remember us Looking at the Shale Stone while we were There?

Remember How they Gave you Tools to Split the Fine-Grained Shale into Thin Pieces?

Yes. I Remember that I Found Pieces of Tree…

…and Leaves That Looked Very Real…

Yes. Those were Fossilized Tree Leaves that Were Preserved in Perfect Shape
from When they Fell onto the Damp Ground 400 Million Years Ago…

Plus, I Remember we Found small Branches from Trees and Stems of Plants…

Do you Remember What Else we Found at the Florissant Quarry, Ryan?
Remember Using your Magnifying Glass That I Gave you?
Was it Insects, Daddy?
Yes. Very Tiny Bugs!

Here, Ryan.
Let’s Look into our Microscope and we can See
the Very Tiny Bugs that were Fossilized 400 Million Years ago.

Wow! These Ancient Bugs Look Just Like
the Bugs I See Around us Every Day!

This is Really Incredible!
It is Amazing that these Bugs were Around Over 300 Million Years
Before the Dinosaurs Even Existed.

I Can Really See the Fossilized Bugs Quite Well with our Microscope.
Bugs Have Not Really Changed Much Over a Very, Very Long Time, –have they, Dad?

No, they Haven’t, Ryan.

I Love Exploring and Learning New Things, Dad!
I’m Happy that you Love to Explore and Learn about Many Things, Ryan.
Have Fun Using our Microscope to Study about Ancient, Fossilized Bugs!
When you are Finished, Please Call for me and I’ll Help you Put our Microscope Away.
O.K. I Will Call for you When I’m Done, Dad!

The ‘Story Bowl’…

Ryan Lorenc-Haluska — Tue, 24 Apr 2018 15:51:08 +0000

My Dad went to Tampa, FL, and came back with a Gift for me…

He Says it is a ‘Story Bowl’.

I asked Dad, “What is a ‘Story Bowl”?

Well– it is Something that I Just Made-Up… but See if you Like my Story.

You Can Make-Up your Very Own Story too, Ryan.

This Bowl is from Japan and it is Made of a Beautiful, Translucent Porcelain.

It is Very Pretty to Gaze Upon.

When I Saw this Bowl, I Thought of you, Ryan, because there is a

Happy Little Bear on the Inside Bottom of the Bowl.

This Bear is Carrying Cherries– and I Know that you Love to Eat Cherries…

Then I Looked at the Outside of the Beautiful Bowl and Saw that the

Little Bear Fell Down and Spilled All of his Cherries.

He Looked Shocked and Surprised and Perhaps he was Sad, too.

I Know that you have had Accidents and Sometimes Bad Things have Happened to you…

so you have Experienced Those Feelings.

When I Turned the Bowl to Look at the Other Side, I Saw that this Little Bear

had Picked-Up All of his Spilled Cherries and he was So Happy

that he Was Rolling Around on the Ground with a Huge Smile on his Face!

Then I Thought about how After you Have Been Sad, you can Recover from your Saddness.

Sometimes you can Do Just a Little Thing (like quickly gather-up your spilled cherries),

to Be Happy Again.

Sometimes, you Have to Wait Awhile to Be Happy ‘Cause What Happened to you

Can Not be So Easily Fixed.

Sometimes, you Just Have to Be Sad and That is O.K.

Then, Usually– after Awhile, Something Good Occurs and Life ‘Feels Like’ you’ve Gathered-Up your

Spilled Cherries and you Can Be Happy Again.

And at the Very Bottom of the Bowl I Saw a Joyous Little Bear who

Reminded me of How you are Usually So Happy and So Very Lively, Ryan.

And Since this Little Bowl Had Pictures of Cherries on it…

I Thought that it Would be *Perfect* to Serve you your Favorite Treat–

Vanilla bean Ice Cream with Whipped Cream and a Cherry on it!

Thanks, Dad!

Thank you for the ‘Story Bowl’, and for the Story that you Told me.

Thank you for the Vanilla bean Ice Cream with Whipped Cream and a Cherry on it!

After I Eat my Ice Cream, I’m Going to Make-Up a Story About a Little Bear

who is Gathering-Up Cherries for his Friend, the Squirrel–

and how his Friend the Squirrel Helps Him Pick-Up the Cherries

After he Drops them.

Then they Both Go and Hide the Cherries in the Big Tree where the Squirrel Lives

so that they Can Have Them to Eat in the Winter… and if they Both Work Hard Enough,

they can Save Enough Cherries to Share with their Other Friends and Have a Party!

Excellent Story, Ryan!

Perhaps you Can Share your ‘Story Bowl’ with your Sister, Pinkie, and with your Friends?

And They Can Make-Up Their Own Stories with it!

The Law of the West

Ryan Lorenc-Haluska — Sun, 31 May 2015 21:18:24 +0000

Would you Care for some Oolong Tea, Dog?
Yes– thank you, Pinkie!

We’re Having a Tea Party!

Ryan– would you Like to Join us for some Tea?

Why, I do Thank you for the Invite, Miss Pinkie,
I Really do– but I’ve got a Heap O’ Work to Do Minding my Herd.
Perhaps Another day, M’am?

What, Shilo? You don’t Want Fresh Grass to Eat?
That’s O.K. I’ve got a Bucket of Oats Over Yonder.

The Girls are Really Going for those Fresh Oats!
Eat-up thar’ Hortence, Jasmine and Serina!

Come on over, Flicka!
Come Join us for some Fresh Oats and New-Mown Grass.

What are you Young Foals Getting Into there?
Y’all Git’! Roaming Around inside the Granary is Not Allowed!

O.K. everyone… Enjoy your Breakfast!

That Looks like Fun, Ryan!
May we Please Play with you and your Fine Herd of Horses?

Why, Yes, M’am, Miss Pinkie.
You and the Young’uns may Certainly Mingle with my Herd.

Pinkie– I’m going Out for a Little While
to Find Forage for the Horses and the Foals.

…Bringing in the Sheaves…

… –Bringing in the Sheaves– …

I’m Coming with your Delicious Fresh Fodder, Horsies…!

* — !???! — *

*** — !???! — ***

HOW LONG WAS I GONE????

??? Wha––– ???

!?? –Why– ??!

What’s the Matter, Ryan?

Yeah– what’s Up, Ryan??

Pinkie!
What have you Done to my Western Town and to my Horses and Foals??

While you were Gone, Ryan, we ‘Improved’ some things…!

I got rid of your Grass and your Oats
and the Horses and Foals have New Feed…!

It’s *Magical Faerie Hay*, Ryan!!!
It will Help them FLY!!!!

…and then we Dressed Up the Horses and the Foals so that they would
Look Pretty…
Don’t they Look Pretty, dear Brother??

…and since your Herd Looked so Good–
we Decided to Gussy-Up the Sheriff’s Office, the Blacksmith’s and the
Feed Store too.

Watch’a Think, Ryan??

… ––Uh––– … I’ll Be Right Back, Pinkie–– ….

… –– !!! !!! –– …

Let me Introduce myself, M’am.
––I’m the Sheriff in these here parts…
and I’ve Got Something I’d Like to Discuss with you…

Why, yes, Mr. Sheriff…
what would you Like to Talk to me About?

M’am… you see… –– it’s about the Horses and Foals in Town…
Now, normally, our Horses and Foals go around with just their Natural Coats on…
…and sometimes a Saddle with a Saddle Blanket… and a Bridal with
Shiny Silver, maybe…
––but they Do Not Wear Colorful Dresses and Scarves and Jewelry!
No M’am!! They Just Don’t!

Is that *The Law*, Mr. Sheriff??
No, M’am–– that is just the ‘Usual and Customary’ around these here
parts of the Country, M’am.
Well, Mr. Sheriff––. Just you Hold on Here a few Minutes, please…
––I’ll Be Right Back.

… –– !!! !!! –– …

Allow me to Introduce myself––.
I’m the MAYOR of this Town, Mr. Sheriff.

And I Have Something Here with me
that I’d Like to Share with you, Mr. Sheriff.

By the Full Faith Placed in me by the *Majority of the Citizens* of this Town
and Under Full Strength of the Local Laws
I Hereby and Henceforth, and Hitherto and Hereafter, and Heretofore
Issue this Proclamation…

Why… ––– my Gosh…!!
It’s… ––it’s… *The Law of the West* !!!

… –– !!! !!! –– …

Madam Mayor…, and Good Citizens of this Town…
as Sheriff, I am Pledged to *Uphold the Law* in this here Part of the Country
and That is What I Shall Do!

We’ll Go Forward–– Together–– into a *New Future in this Town…
where Horses (and their Foals) can Dress as they Wish
…and the ‘Usual and Customary’ is now Replaced by

*The Law of the West*

How did Ryan come to live with humans?

Ryan Lorenc-Haluska — Fri, 17 Apr 2015 17:38:48 +0000

Zzzz… zzz…

Zzz… –Mewl…?

(yawn)

Meww…?

Mewww!!!

Hrmph!!

M–m–mum – m–maa?!!?…

Looking at your Baby Pictures, Ryan?

Yeah, Daddy. I am.

Daddy?–– Tell me again about my Bear Mom?

Oh– Ryan! Your Mommy and I Love to Talk with you about your Bear Mom.

You’ve always remembered your Bear Mom, Ryan. Remember when we stayed overnight at the Bear’s Den Lodge on the Appalachian Trail in Virginia? You asked your Mommy and me about your Bear Mom then.

Yeah, I remember, that day, Daddy. We saw really big Paw-Prints on the Trees. I Remember Asking, “Mommy?” “Is this my Bear Mom?”

Ryan, your Bear Mom was Very Big and she was Very Strong and she was Very Brave and she Loved you Oh-So-Very-Much!

Remember–– I’ve told you before that your Mommy and I were not there when you were a Tiny Cub and you were living with your Bear Mom; a Park Ranger who we knew told us the Story about you and your Bear Mom. Now, it is True that no one can know Exactly what happened, Ryan. However, our Friend, Ranger Jane, is Very Knowledgeable about the Forest where she works and she is Skillful in Using Forest Signs that she Sees to Help Her Understand what ‘may have taken place’.

Ranger Jane and your Mommy and I knew each other because your Mommy and I Hiked in that Forest a lot. We would often see Ranger Jane as we Hiked and we Talked with her and we all got to Know and Like each other.

One Bright Spring Morning at about 10 O’clock, on the day after a Fierce late-April Storm had blown through the Forest where we often Hiked, we noticed our Friend, Ranger Jane walking down a Wet and Muddy Trail alongside the Big Lake. She was Clutching Something Close to her Chest– it was a Faded Green Woolen Army Blanket. Now, Ranger Jane was looking down at what she was carrying in her Arms and she Was Startled when she heard us Call Out to her–– “Hello, Ranger Jane!”. She jumped a little and almost Dropped the Woolen Blanket–– and we all heard a Tiny Mewing Sound come from Deep within the Folds of that Blanket. And that was You, Ryan. That was the First time we Heard you Speak. You were Crying and you were Scared and you were Cold that Morning years ago. Well, Ranger Jane Quickly Recovered from her Surprise at Meeting Someone so Early in the Morning on that Wet, Muddy Trail, and she said “Hi!” to your Mommy and Me. We, of course asked Ranger Jane what she was Carrying in her Blanket and Her Eyes Sparkled and She said: “Why, I’ve Found a Beautiful April Surprise!” And she turned down a corner of the Faded Green Woolen Blanket and there was the tiniest little Bear Cub we had Ever Seen–– it was You, Ryan. Ranger Jane said that she thought you were only a few months old and had Just Come Out of the Den where you and your Bear Mom had Slept all Winter and where you were Born.

We all Looked at you, and you Spoke again… you made a little Mewing sound again and then you Sneezed! We all Laughed at your Sneeze – for it was a Quite a Big Sneeze from such a Small Bear Cub! Mommy and I fell in Love with you Immediately when we Saw and Heard you.

Ranger Jane said that she was taking you back to her Cabin to warm you by her Fireplace and to Feed you some Milk that she had. Mommy and I think this is Why you Like Fireplaces So Much – you must Remember that Experience from when you were So Very Young.

Ranger Jane invited your Mommy and Me to come Visit with her in the Cabin and said that she would tell us the Story about how she came to Find you.

We all walked about a mile back to Ranger Jane’s Cabin. As we came Close we Heard two Dogs Barking in Very Deep Voices. Woof! Woof! Woof!, they Boomed out into the Early Morning. Ranger Jane said, “That’s Gandor and Hilti, my Greater Swiss Mountain Dogs.” And with that Comment she Whistled and they Stopped Barking immediately. As we Approached Ranger Jane’s Cabin we saw two Beautiful Large Black and Rust Colored Dogs with White Chests and White Muzzles. They had Bright Eyes and Gazed upon us with Intelligent Expressions. They did not Jump Up at Us nor Bark again and they Quickly went to Lie Down on the Shaded Wooden Front Porch when Ranger Jane made a motion with her Hands. “Come in.” “Come in and Welcome”, said Ranger Jane and she Motioned us to Sit Down in her Comfy Chairs. Ranger Jane offered your Mommy a Rocking Chair, Ryan, and asked her if she would Please Hold you while she went to Warm-Up some Milk for you. Your Mommy held you there in Ranger Jane’s Cabin for the Very First time, Ryan. You were Sooo Cute! We enjoyed watching you as you Looked All Around the Cabin watching us and Trying to Figure Out what was going on. Soon Ranger Jane came with a Very Small Bowl of Warm Milk and she and your Mommy took turns Feeding you by Dipping their Fingers in the Warm Milk and you Sucked the Milk off the Ends of their Fingers. Soon, Much of the Warm Milk was in your Belly and your Eyes began to Close. A few moments later, you were Sleeping with a Smile on your Face and a little Drop of Milk Dripping down your Chin.

As we All sat around Ranger Jane’s Warm Fireplace on that Cold April Morning, Ranger Jane told us this Story: Every Day, Early in the Morning, it is part of Ranger Jane’s job to Hike on One of the Hiking Trails in the Forest where she Works. She checks to see if the Trails are Safe for People to use because Many Things can Happen in a Forest. Sometimes Trees get blown down by a High Wind and Fall across a Trail and Ranger Jane has to go get a Chain Saw and a Helper and Cut the Tree into Logs so that the Trail can be made Clear again. Oftentimes, a Heavy Rain can Cause a Hill to get So Wet that the Soil turns into Mud and that Mud may Slide onto a Hiking Trail. In that Case, Ranger Jane has to mark a New Trail around the Mud Slide with Bright Yellow Caution Tape for the Hikers. Another thing that can Happen is that Large or Small Boulders may Roll Down from the Hills above the Trails. Sometimes these Boulders land right on the Trail and they Have to be Moved. This is why Ranger Jane Hikes one of her Trails every Morning. In one Week, she hikes each of the Five Trails that she is in Charge of in her Section of the Forest.

Ranger Jane made us all Hot Cocoa . And as we Sat Watching you Sleep she told us this Story about your Young Life as Best as she could Make it Out.

Earlier that Morning, as Ranger Jane was walking along the Trail around the Big Lake she spotted two sets of Bear Footprints on the muddy trail. Really Big Bear Footprints and Really, Really Small Bear Footprints. Now this was near where the Trail starts to go Downhill and around a Bend along a narrow Cliff Ledge overlooking the Lake. This is a Beautiful section of the Trail – and even though it is along a Narrow Ledge, the Rangers kept the Trail there because it was a Natural Trail that the Forest Animals had made Themselves –and since it ran right along the edge of the Big Lake, it gave a Beautiful View of the Lake. Now, Ranger Jane was Hiking, looking down at the two sets of Bear Footprints, Ryan, –and she had Just Started to go around a Bend in the Trail when She Looked Up and was SURPRISED and a BIT SCARED! Just a few Feet ahead, the Cliff Ledge and the Trail that was on it were GONE! Completely Gone! It seems that even though that Cliff Ledge and Trail had been there for many, many years and had been through Hundreds of Rainstorms, this Fierce Rainstorm of the Day Before plus the heavy Waves from the Big Lake had finally weakened the Soil and the Rocks that were Holding the Cliff Ledge in place.

Ranger Jane took a Sip of her Hot Cocoa. Then she Looked over at your Mommy and Me and she told us that she was Stunned! She Never thought that this Cliff Ledge could Become so Weakened that it would Fall into the Lake. And Ranger Jane – looking down at the two sets of Bear Footprints, had almost walked off the Cliff Ledge Trail herself! She said that it was Just Lucky that she looked up in time to see the missing section of Trail.

Well, Ranger Jane Immediately used her Forest Ranger Radio to call the other Rangers and tell them what had happened to the Trail by the Big Lake. Next, she walked back along the Trail a few Yards. From out of the small Backpack that Ranger Jane always carries on her Back, she Got Out some Yellow Caution Tape, a Big Black Marker Pen and a Special Piece of Waterproof Paper. She Wrote: DANGER AHEAD! –CLIFF LEDGE TRAIL COLLAPSED– TURN BACK NOW! Ranger Jane Stretched Several Pieces of Yellow Caution Tape across the Trail Between Two Trees. Then She Hung the Sign Up in the Center of the Trail. Next, Ranger Jane Walked Far back along the Trail to a Place where the Trail could go in either of two Directions. There was a Wooden Signpost there. One side of the Signpost pointed down a Wide, Level Trail and said: CAMPGROUND / CANOE LAUNCH TRAIL. The other side of the Signpost Pointed Down the narrow Trail that went Along the Big Lake and along the Cliff Ledge. That Sign said: SCENIC TRAIL – (Difficult Downhill with Cliff Ledge Overlook). Ranger Jane again got out her Yellow Caution Tape, Big Black Marker Pen and Special Waterproof Paper and Wrote: DANGER! TRAIL CLOSED DUE TO CLIFF LEDGE COLLAPSE– USE CAMPGROUND / CANOE LAUNCH TRAIL. She again stretched the Yellow Caution Tape across the Trail, between the Signpost and a Tree on the other Side of the Scenic Trail. Then she Attached the Warning Sign onto the Caution Tape in the Center of the Trail. So – Ranger Jane had Carefully put up Two Warning Signs to Alert People to the Danger of the Fallen Cliff Ledge Trail – and she was Satisfied that she had Done her Best to Make People Safe.

As Ranger Jane was re-packing her Supplies into her small Backpack, she suddenly Remembered the Bear Footprints that she had seen on the Cliff Ledge Trail… “Oh!”, she said aloud to Herself with a Startled Expression –– “Those two Bears!” And with that Thought in her Head, Ranger Jane took the Difficult Way Over the Mountain to a Place that She Knew was on the Other Side of the Collapsed Cliff Ledge Trail. And when she came to the other side of the Trail…… there were Lots of Bear Footprints in the Wet Mud! But then Ranger Jane’s Heart Jumped in Her Chest for a Moment… Lots of Really Big Bear Footprints in the Mud just on the Other Side of where the Cliff Ledge Trail had Collapsed –but No Really, Really Small Bear Footprints at all! And –even More Puzzling – even the Big Bear Footprints Stopped near where the Trail had Fallen into the Lake. The Really Big Bear Footprints did NOT go Further On Down the Trail at All! Mystified, Ranger Jane turned around and began to Follow the Muddy Trail down the Mountain to where it Leveled Out and Followed Close By the Edge of the Big Lake. The Trail ran through the Dense Woods alongside the Lake, Ryan, and every few hundred yards, it would come right up to the Sandy Shore where the Edge of the Big Lake curved to meet the Trail. And in the Bright Early Morning Sunlight, on one of those Sandy Shorelines, Ranger Jane saw a Very Large Bear.

Carefully, and Slowly, Ranger Jane Approached the Bear Lying on the Shore at the Edge of the Big Lake – for One had to Be Careful around Bears in the April Springtime – as they were often Momma Bears with their Cubs and they would try to Protect their Cubs by Standing Up Very Tall, Roaring a Huge, Terrifying Roar, and even Sometimes Chasing People Away Through the Forest. So, Ranger Jane was Very Careful and Cautious in Approaching the Very Large Bear lying in the Sand by the Edge of the Water. But, –as Ranger Jane got Closer and Closer, she Noticed that this Bear was Not Moving. This Bear was Very Still. And Ranger Jane moved even closer… and there on the other side of the Momma Bear’s big head was a very small bear cub. The bear cub had its nose and most of its face pressed into its Momma’s fur near her neck. And the bear cub wasn’t moving. Ranger Jane now reached down and touched the Momma Bear. Her fur was warm in the early morning sun, but she did not stir. Ranger Jane reached deeper into the Mamma Bear’s fur and touched her skin near her neck… and still she did not move at all. An icy feeling went through Ranger Jane at that moment, Ryan – for she had a very bad Feeling about this bear. Ranger Jane knelt down right beside the very large head of the Mamma Bear at the edge of the lake and she used her hands to open the bears eyelids and to feel if any air was coming from this big Bear’s nostrils. The Bear’s eyes did not blink and there was no air coming from the Big Bear’s nose. Ranger Jane tried to lift a big, heavy, front Paw and she lifted it a little bit and when she let it go, the Bear’s paw just dropped hard onto the sandy beach. As Ranger Jane feared… this Momma Bear was Dead. Now, Ranger Jane went over to the other side of the Mamma Bear’s big head and looked at the little cub. This cub was not dead for its front paws were now moving and stroking the hair of it’s Momma’s Neck. And it’s little head was moving a bit as the little bear pushed it’s nose and face as far as it could into the deep, long fur around it’s Mother’s neck.

The sight of this made Ranger Jane feel sad. In fact, she felt doubly sad –– sad for the little bear cub that was trying to hide it’s head in it’s Momma fur… and sad for the fact that the Momma Bear was dead.

Well– yes– Ranger Jane was indeed sad… very sad… but, she was trained to Take Action to help make any situation she encountered Better or Safer. So, she took off her small back pack and emptied everything out of the top of it – until at the very bottom she touched what what knew was there. It was half of an old woolen green Army blanket that Ranger Jane carried in case of an emergency. She could partially cover someone may need to be kept warm from the cold or she could fashion the blanket into a sling for a hurt or broken arm or leg… in fact, she could do many things with the old, small, half-blanket in an emergency. What Ranger Jane did with it now was to use it to pick up and dry off the little bear cub lying by it’s Momma’s head near the edge of the water. The bear cub’s eyes were squeezed closed and it kept moving its front paws like it was reaching out and trying to touch it’s Mom. Ranger Jane bit her lip and she felt the tears come to her eyes as she gently dried the little bear cub’s fur. Finally, she turned the blanket inside out so that she could use the dryer side to wrap around the little bear cub. She wrapped the bear cub tightly and held it close to her chest. And than she sat down to Think.

On a Log that had washed up onto the Shore, Ranger Jane sat there Holding the Tiny Bear Cub and Looking at it’s Dead Bear Mom. Ranger Jane was a well-trained Forest Ranger with many years of Experience. She used her experience and her training as she Reviewed in her Mind, what May have Happened earlier that Morning, Ryan.

Ryan, so that you can Understand Better what May have Happened, it’s Important for you to know some Facts about Wild Bears in their Natural Environment.

Bear Moms spend November through March in as Dry a Location that they can Find or Make – like a small Natural Cave or a Pit that the Mom digs under a Shelter like a Fallen Tree Trunk. These Natural Caves or Dug out Pits are called ‘Dens’. Bear Moms Try to Make their Dens as Comfortable as they can by Putting Nice Soft Pine Tree Branches on the Floor to Help Make the Floor as Soft and Dry as Possible. It is there in a Den that Bear Babies (called ‘Cubs’) are born. The Newborn Baby Cubs stay Awake all Winter, but they don’t walk around. Instead, they stay very close to their Bear Moms who keep them Warm. Care of Newborn Cubs

Laying there beside their Moms, Newborn Baby Bear Cubs Eat very often and for Long Times. Their Bear Mom helps keep them Warm and Clean and helps when they go to the Bathroom. The Cubs Develop

This is when Baby Bear Cubs Grow a Lot – from only about 1 pound to between 3-to-10 Pounds.

Early in the Morning (on the same morning that you were found, Ryan), your Bear Mom took you outside the den where you lived because the Early April Rain Storm had Probably Started to Flood the Den where you and She lived. She was likely Moving you to a Dryer Place under a Big Dry Tree higher up on the Hill. You and She would have Stayed there for a Few Days until the Den Dried-Out. Dealing With Water in the Den Ranger Jane believes that while your Bear Mom was moving you and Herself to a Dryer Place that Wet April Morning, that a Terrible Accident Happened. In Nature, Ryan, things are Never Still. Something is Always Changing. Sometimes these Changes are Good, Sometimes these Changes are Neutral (neither good nor bad) and Sometimes these Changes are Bad for Someone or Something. Kind of like when a Large Old Tree blows down in a Storm in a Forest, Ryan… the fallen Old Tree will make Room for many Younger Trees to Grow Up in the area where the Old Tree was because a New, Sunny Spot, will Occur where the Shade from the Large Tree’s Leaves and Branches made it Impossible for Younger trees to get Lots of Sunlight that they Need to Grow. So– that’s a Good Change. If the Large Old Tree Falls and does not Hit Anything and Knock it Down and Hurt or Kill it, then that’s a Neutral Change. And now, for Example, if the Large Old Tree is Blown Down in a Big Rainstorm and it Falls and its Trunk Deflects some Rainwater Downhill kind of like a Stream, and some of that Water runs into a Bear’s Den and starts to Flood it (like maybe what happened to you and your Bear Mom) then that is a Bad Change. And of course, the Wind Blowing down the Old Tree is a Bad Change for the Old Tree… but that is just one of the Several Ways that Old Trees Die, Ryan. Everything in Nature Comes – and Stays for Awhile – and Goes – Everything that’s Alive Lives and Dies.

Anyway, as I was Saying, Ranger Jane says that the Tracks (muddy footprints) of you and your Bear Mom show that She was Moving you Both to a Dryer Place uphill and you were Both Walking along the Cliff Ledge Trail beside the Big Lake. Ranger Jane believes that after many, many years of Storms, the High Waves from the Big Lake and the Water from the Rain finally Weakened the Cliff Edge Trail enough so that When you and your Bear Mom Walked on it, it Suddenly got Weak and Collapsed! Apparently, you were Walking Close Behind your Bear Mom (just like Bear Cubs Do) and the Weight of your Bear Mom caused a Small Portion of the Cliff Edge Trail to Begin to Collapse Behind Her into the Lake. Your Bear Mom made it Across the Collapsing Section, but You were Right Behind Her and You and the Mud and the Rocks that the Trail was Made of, fell into the Lake. Early in the Morning, the Storm was Still Blowing and the Waves would Have been High on the Big Lake. Little Bear Cubs Float, but can not Swim as well as Adult Bears. Ranger Jane thinks that your Bear Mom saw you Floating Away from Her on the Big Lake and that She Jumped into the Big Lake to Swim out to Save You and Help Guide You to the Sandy Shore.

Now, Ryan, Ranger Jane Stopped her Story right here to tell us this: “Everything from here on in is just a Guess, because I have No Evidence like Tracks to tell me the Facts. But something like This must have Happened”: as her Little Bear Cub was Floating Away Through the High Waves Toward the Center of the Big Lake, the Bear Mom Swam out to Rescue her Cub. Although Adult Bears are Good Swimmers, the High Waves and the Strong Wind Must have been Very Difficult for Her to Overcome. I’m Sure that she Tried Extra Hard to Reach Her Little Bear Cub so that She could Take Him Back to Safety on the Shore. We Know for Certain that she Reached Her Cub and that She Swum Back Pushing her Floating Little Cub through all the Strong Wind and the High Waves. This we KNOW this because I Found Mamma Bear and Her Little Cub at the Edge of the Water along the Sandy Shore. What we will Never Know for Certain is How Very Hard, and how Valiantly She Struggled, and How Difficult it Was for Her to Push Her Frightened Cub Towards Shore while Swimming through the Stormy Lake. She Must have Breathed-in too Much Water into her Lungs while She was Struggling and Swimming. Water in Lungs is Quite Bad for a Bear or for Any Animal other than a Fish. It will Make You Deathly Sick very Fast! I can only Guess, said Ranger Jane, that the Momma Bear Tried Extra Hard to Keep Her Cub’s Head out of the Water and that She Swam as Hard and Fast as she Could with Her Cub Toward the Shore. All the Time, she was being Splashed by Fierce Rain and Water from High Waves on the Big Lake. The Mamma Bear must have just Breathed-in Too Much Water and That was Very Bad for Her Lungs. She Just Managed to get Her Little Cub to Shore and She Must Have been So Very Glad and Relieved. But She was Exhausted from Her Heroic Efforts and She Was Very Sickened by the Water that She had Breathed into Her Lungs. The Mamma Bear just Lay there at the Edge of the Lake with Her Little Bear Cub Safe near her Head and She Died there.

After telling us the Story about you and your Bear Mom (as Best as She could Figure It Out) Ranger Jane was Crying. She Wiped at Her Eyes and She Blew Her Nose, and then Sighed as She Got Up and Poured us All a Fresh Cup of Hot Cocoa. As she sat back Down in her Chair, Ranger Jane Remarked that she could not Keep You at her Cabin because of her two Large Greater Swiss Mountain Dogs. She Just did not Think that you would be Safe there with Gandor and Hilti. It was not that Gandor and Hilti were Mean– for they were Very Nice Dogs. She was just Afraid that since they were So Big and you were So Tiny that they might Hurt you Accidentally just by Playing too Rough with you while she was Gone During the Day doing her Ranger Work. Ranger Jane Sat Silently for Many Minutes Sipping her Hot Cocoa and Watching you Sleep.

After Awhile, your Mommy Looked up from Watching you and she Softly Asked Ranger Jane if We could Perhaps take you to Our Home and Raise you. Ranger Jane Looked at us for a Long Time in the Fire Light before Answering our Question. You see, even though Ranger Jane Knew us as Nice People, she Still had to Make an Important Decision about Us. She had to Decide if we were Able to be Good Parents for a Little Bear and that We Would Always Treat You Well. Ranger Jane asked us Many Questions– did we have Dogs or Cats or other Animals that Could Hurt a Small Bear Cub? We said, “No.” She asked us if we would Always take the Best Care of You No Matter What– and we said “Yes, we Would.” And Ranger Jane asked if we would Take you Everywhere With Us so that you would ‘Always Feel Safe’, for you had just had such a Sad Experience with your Bear Mom’s Death. We talked Softly and Quietly while you Slept and as the Late Morning Sun began to slowly Warm the Air of the Forest, Ranger Jane Decided that we would be Good Parents to You– and that Living with Us would be Much Better than Sending you to Live in a Zoo– for we Talked about That too.

Finally, Ranger Jane asked us, “What are you going to Name Him?” And your Mommy Immediately said ‘Ryan’ because that was the surname of our Friend, Ranger Jane, who Found you and your Bear Mom at the edge of the Lake. Ranger Jane Ryan Found You and Rescued You and so your Mommy Named You Ryan in Her Honor. Ranger Jane had Tears in Her Eyes and she said that she Felt that she had Made the Best Decision that she Could about You and that she Hoped you would Grow Up to be Big and Strong and Loving and that you would be a Happy Bear with your New Family.

That’s the Story of your Bear Mom, Ryan. And that is the Story about How you Came to Live with your Human Mommy and Daddy. You were Far Too Young to Remember much about this, Ryan. This Happened a Long Time Ago, and your Mommy and I have Loved you for Years and we will Always Love you Forever.

We have never Hiked with you along that Forest Trail Beside the Big Lake Where you were Found. We believe that even though you were Quite Young at that time–– it might bring back Very Sad Memories. I Promise that we will Visit the Trail near where Ranger Jane Found you and your Bear mom when you are a bit Older. We’ll Also have you Meet Ranger Jane Ryan, too. I Know that she will be So Happy to See that you have Grown into a Fine, Brave, Strong, Intelligent, Handsome, Loving, and Happy Young Bear.

––Daddy?

Yes, Ryan?

I Love Mommy, I Love you, Daddy, and I Love my Bear Mom too –– Very, very MUCH!

Daddy? ––What about my Bear Dad?

Ryan, Bear Dads are not like Human Dads. They do not Stay and Live with Bear Moms. Bear Dads go and Roam the Forest and Protect Bear Moms from Afar. But your Bear Dad Certainly could NOT Protect your Bear Mom from a Violent Spring Storm. Sometimes, Ryan, Very Sad Things Happen for NO REASON. That is Just the Way of the World, Ryan. However, since we Hike a Lot, we may Meet your Bear Dad in the Forest one Day. I’m Certain that he would Recognize you Ryan.

Thank you Daddy. I’m going to Sleep now.

Ryan. You would make your Bear Mom Very Proud of you. You are Smart and you are Brave and you are Inventive and you are an Explorer. She would be Most Proud of you, Ryan, because you are Good and you are Kind and you are Loving–– like Her.

Your Mommy and I Love you Very Much, Ryan. Good night.

This story is dedicated to Susan Lorenc Haluska– Ryan’s Mommy–– whom Daddy and Ryan Love with all our Hearts.

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Care of Newborn Cubs and

The Cubs Develop and

Dealing With Water in the Den

Life of Ryan » Ryan Lorenc-Haluska

Tree House Ryan

Ryan Under the Microscope

The ‘Story Bowl’…

The *Law of the West*

How did Ryan come to live with humans?

The Law of the West